désolé

“Surely he hath borne our griefs, and carried our sorrows: yet we did esteem him stricken, smitten of God, and afflicted.”
‭‭Isaiah‬ ‭53‬:‭4‬ ‭

I’m sorry I couldn’t be who you needed me to be,

I’m sorry it was never you—but me.

You were my world, you were loved

I need you to know, to believe—you were always ENOUGH.

A fragment missing, will always be missing, a hole in my heart,

Irreplaceable remnants, you were a huge part.

Goodbyes as big as craters,

Or maybe not byes but see-you-laters.

I long for the final yesterday, at last,

Of a thousand tomorrows already past.

When we shall see each other again,

And regrets stay in yesterday, all the has-beens.

It’s so hard letting go, I don’t want to. This I need you to know.

With a thousand sorrys, I say adieu,

Until I see you again, I’ll be missing you—I’ve been missing you.

See you later for now.

XOXO

Love you as BIG AS THE SKY

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